July 2010
im tired. of the same old thing.
im going to listen to every song on both ipods.
in order. and rate each one. and make playlists that go together. for my moods.
love.
thats an adventure. its also a game.
All I want is an adventure...
justanotherdreamerx0x0:
Actually, I want a lot more than that. But, we all have to start somewhere. Something, you get excited for and isn’t so safe, but a risk. Just something? I’m so bored and tired of doing the same things constantly.
ive been thinking.
i want someone who i can make nervous. just on occasion. i want someone who is excited to spend time with me. no matter what we are doing. i want someone who i can talk to. and tell them everything without having to worry about what they think of me. someone who i can discuss our pasts our presents our futures our thoughts our feelings. i want someone who has a good sense of style. i want someone...
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ask me shit.
ask me things. leave me comments. anon hate. i dont care. do it all. rape my ask box.
i forgive people.
its my major flaw. and my best quality.
mmm.
i should make playlists on here.
favorite song playlists. every week or so.
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justanotherdreamerx0x0 replied to your post: holly thought i deleted.
NO i did not!! What is Jennifer telling you?!? I was like “I miss Christine. I haven’t seen her in forever and I haven’t seen a blog for her in awhile.” Then she told me how you were living in your room 24-7 for a week. You would never delete this!
absolutely i never would. and i dont even know. so i asked her why she told me...
i found a pen in my bed while i was trying to sleep. under the blankets at the bottom. what even.
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a theory about parenting.
because honestly as much as i love my mom and dad. they dont do it right. they did a great job early on. i turned out alright. but now they dont get it.
firstly. dont have kids if you dont want to take care of them. having kids means accepting the responsibility of taking care of them. dont throw back in your kids face the fact that you are clothing and letting them live with you and putting food...
I never want to delete a single song off my iTouch
justanotherdreamerx0x0:
Yeah, some of the songs are terrible and annoying and corny and whatever other word you want to say. But, it shows me who I was in the past and how I am shaping myself for the future. And I want to remember every single moment. Even the Jonas Brothers because in my mind I could relate to it or love their music. Which can still make me laugh. So bottom line is that it’s...
i have so many new favorite songs.
with perfect lyrics. for my feelings. and my life. so many opportune status quotes. i love it. id like to post all the songs. but not tonight. im exhausted. feeling bleh tonight. not as good as i did today. ill be back. with music. i promise.
i want so much from life.
especially from this summer. i want love. and i want to be busy every waking moment. and have sleepless nights. i want all the time in the world. and i want everyone in my life. i want sleepovers. and parties. and bonfires. and crazy donkey. and movies. and beaches. and camping. and fairs. and road trips. and to get my license. and i want money.
theres so much left to do.
holly thought i deleted.
how long was i gone anyway. it feels like forever. but i didnt think it was that long. and obviously i didnt. i could never delete even if i stopped posting forever.
ive gone back to being really bipolar.
honestly have some severe ups and downs some days. but im working on staying happy. thats really all i want. because i scare myself on bad days. really i do.
love exists.
we just need to let it find us first.
im sorry to have not been posting.
i was wallowing in self pity writing in a journal somewhere because i felt it too much to be telling the world. i pretty much spent a week and a half hibernating in my room and alternating between sleeping blogging and napping. i pretty much had a breakdown. but im getting out of it again. this year and summer have been rough on me. im terribly sorry.
but im here again. up and moving and doing...
Anonymous asked: where you been lately?! o_O waiting for your next post! :-)
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thanks.
“Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a...”
– Leo Buscaglia (via kari-shma)
If you could attend any concert, what would it be?
martyynnaaa:
I’ve realized in the past two days, that it doesn’t matter. Live music brings me to life no matter what genre.
have a little faith in me
oovoo makes for good moods.
first one in days and days. its really entertaining. and we shall make top news eventually.
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this oovoo call may or may not include.
me laughing like ninety percent of the time. me bursting into random song lyrics that fit the conversation including my rendition of airplanes and kiss me through the phone and dont quit not quite and jar of hearts kim laughing at me kim reading cute lgmh stories my face being asymetrical and my eyes being computer screens me dancing like a crazy person whenever kim isnt looking
detoxfive started following you
thankssss. :]
there are no words right now.
that can explain what is going on. on oovoo with kim.
whattttt?
i could really use a wish nap right now.
you know its a cloudy day here spring will be well worth the wait ill be sure to greet the sunshine to the frozen buckeye state along with the warmer weather i think you might thaw my heart after all the coldest winters have torn it apart you and i well we could be just fine if only i knew you had the time the temperature seldom rises past that wintry thermometer line now im tempted to travel to...
some days i wonder who would follow me if i ran...
besides the obvious.
its hard to think about.
disappointment and puking and shame and confusion...
happens sometimes.
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my room needs to be destroyed.
like can i just start over.
i hate it so much. im just getting rid of everything then starting over. its official.
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is that thunder i hear. mmm. yes.
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warped tour.
it was insanely crowded and hot. and i decided to look all cute. and wore shorts despite my hatred of them. and it was the best decision i made in the longest time. because it was the hottest thing ive experienced. or one of. and kim and i walked around all day. we saw sparks the rescue and motion city soundtrack and the rocket summer. and they were all amazing. and we were almost in a moshpit....
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Anonymous asked: what exactly was this warped tour thing, and how was it?!
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ask me things while im away.
it would be appreciated.
go for it.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER.
have a wonderful day :D
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