May 2010
im so sick
May 1st
April 2010
1 tag
a shopping trip is in order
i need to revamp my wardrobe completely but that cannot happen
Apr 30th
Apr 30th
239 notes
i had to remind myself who i was today
im the girl who loves cliches. loves the sixties and transcendentalism. loves fashion and photography. wants tons of cameras. wants the storybook ending. is bittersweet. loves all things indie. music is my life. is in love with loving people. wants perfect imperfection. wants to just be happy even when im not. loves vintage. wants to open a coffee shop. loves the twenties. loves languages and...
Apr 29th
2 tags
today and yesterday
bipolarness. everything is good but its really not. i just dont feel it anymore. i feel like i have no emotions. i feel happiness and sadness but it doesnt really get to me at all. like before i would get so happy i could burst or so sad i could cry. but now nothing. yesterday he walked me to class and we had a good lunch day. and then we won our badminton game and i freakin love my badminton...
Apr 29th
Listencarinaavila: Kernkraft 400 | Zombie Nation ...
Apr 28th
10 notes
1 tag
ive been coughing since yesterday
i hope im not getting sick. i hope its just allergies. because this is annoying me. and i have so many thoughts in my head that i cant put into words right now and its irritating me. because i just want to open up and tell everything. but i dont remember how.
Apr 28th
spookyastronauts asked: your crazy adorable. that is all.
Apr 28th
2 tags
i dont know who i am
or who i want to be. i just know that i almost had it. but then it slipped away. im just another fish lost at sea again. i need a journey of self discovery.
Apr 27th
1 tag
i believe i have a boyfriend.
i dont know what i feel yet. but i know im happy. but i just cant feel it yet. if that makes sense.
Apr 25th
1 tag
so who's going to watch you die?
(via theartofdying-) reblog a million times. the answer is jillian.
Apr 25th
2 tags
todayy
was so so interesting. physics was boring for once. math was as usual. then there was a fire drill during lunch.  thats where it gets interesting.  we were let back in with ten minutes left in the period. so of course jillian and i search for the shortest line. and end up in the other cafeteria. on the shortest line. which stretches into the cafeteria and right next to someones lunch table. and of...
Apr 23rd
secret number eleven.
h0pelessr0mantic: im scared to look people in the eyes. omg this.
Apr 23rd
1 tag
yea im bored
questions please
Apr 23rd
What is this Tumblr prom deal?
theartofdying-: instormyweather: neoncoffee: (via herbeautifulideas) A prom on tumblr. You go to a person’s ask box and ask them to be your tumblr prom date, if they accept, you will go to prom together. this means on may 25, 2010 you will dress up and take a gpoyw of you in your tumblr prom attire. instead of buying corsages, you reblog each other. the tumblr prom dj fuckyeahsweetmusic,...
Apr 22nd
2 tags
i absolutely love my badminton team
yea thats right im on the badminton team. we had a pasta party tonight. and it was hilarious. we played never have i ever. girls were in the negatives. then we played manhunt. we ran more than at practice. i feel like this is the closest the team has been.
Apr 22nd
Apr 21st
52 notes
1 tag
today i must
finish my textbook work start my essay practice writing essays in forty minutes go to a pasta party do physics ask rachel about if her mom will be home friday make lunch for tomorrow in any order
Apr 21st
“Words do not express thoughts very well. They always become a little different...”
– Hermann Hesse (via likethesun) (via blua)
Apr 21st
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night-0wl: My standards for everything have become higher because of Tumblr, especially for friends and boy interests. It’s because I know there are so many people in the world I have more in common with than people in my town so I never settle any more.
Apr 21st
11:11
yeaa
Apr 21st
1 tag
so things have picked up again
im working hard on school. thats my promise to myself for the last quarter. i did good third but i slacked so much. and i did decent on nyssma. a 94. better than the previous two years on easier levels. whats his face and i may possibly hang out on friday. after how weve been since the beach im excited. and tomorrow i have a pasta party and chamber. and thursday im going to the pops concert after...
Apr 21st
1 tag
oh my goodness gracious
i cant even. im happy right now. something is working out. it doesnt feel real yet.
Apr 21st
goodnight dear tumblr
Apr 20th
1 tag
everything is peaceful at night
i would stay up all night if i could survive the next day without falling asleep
Apr 20th
1 note
2 tags
ALEJANDROO
i love love love this song i know that we are young and i know that you may love me but i just cant be with you like this anymore alejandro shes got both hands in her pocket and she wont look at you she hides true love en su bolsillo shes got a halo around her finger around you you know that i love you boy hot like mexico rejoice at this point ive gotta choose nothing to loose dont call my name...
Apr 20th
2 tags
Apr 20th
1 tag
Apr 20th
2 tags
prom.
prom was different than i expected. i completely enjoyed the process of getting ready and my aunt and uncle and cousin surprised me by coming over. and my neighbors came to see me. nicole was the cutest thing telling me i looked perfect and that she wanted to look just like me for her prom. then i went to kims house and everyone looked absolutely wonderful. i have to say there was no one in my...
Apr 19th
Anonymous asked: not a question but i wish you'd post more often...i always look forward to the next one! and okay ill ask a question too: how was prom?
Apr 19th
1 tag
prom is tomorrow
dress and earrings and shoes and bag taken care of limo paid for nails painted hair style picked out makeup trial success i guess i have to be ready now dont i? i cant wait. im excited and nervous all at once
Apr 16th
2 tags
Apr 16th
2 tags
im always gonna wanna blow your mind
Apr 16th
Anonymous asked: where would you like to go to college? what do you want to study there? what occupation/profession are you looking into? (it's really three questions obv but they're all related so i squeezed them into one post)
Apr 15th
Apr 15th
1,430 notes
1 tag
One of my goals in life is to be someone's Tumblr...
shedosentevengohere: (via mrlinux) MINE TOO!
Apr 13th
2 tags
yea leave something
ask away.
Apr 13th
1 tag
prom is in four days.
i know ill have fun once it gets going. but as of now i feel nothing. i just want to dance. i still dont know how im doing my hair or have my earrings. im so behind. ah well. ill get on that.
Apr 13th
2 tags
oh mondays.
self discovery galore.
Apr 13th
4 tags
today was better.
maybe things will be ok after all. i was up early for practice. seventhirty to ninethirty. then i went home and started homework. and then i showered and got ready for nyssma. i didnt think so much about it so i wouldnt let my nerves work up. but my scales were shaky and i slightly messed up in the piece but it was good overall. the sight reading on the other hand. was not. im just glad its over....
Apr 11th
i guess i'm going back to talking to you once a...
slaughteryourenemies: fun while it lasted.
Apr 11th
Apr 11th
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Apr 11th
Apr 11th
Anonymous asked: So I see you are in to fashion and love vintage stuff. What is (are) your favorite store(s) to shop at?
Apr 11th
1 tag
i think you should
so i have something to look forward to when i come home. ask away.
Apr 10th
2 tags
today was also bipolar
i woke up and forgot to open my blinds to check the weather. so i put on a short dress. i rushed to get everything accomplished in order to leave for school. i managed to pack a lunch and breakfast and left the house ten minutes late. i then noticed it was raining. so i ran two blocks in the rain with my legs all getting wet. but i enjoyed it. i liked running. and in the rain. it wasnt cold gross...
Apr 10th
Anonymous asked: what's your favorite book and movie? or if you cannot pick just one, name a few
Apr 10th
2 tags
follow friday
just thought id let you all know that i love you. http://theartofdying-.tumblr.com/ http://doesntevengohere.tumblr.com/ http://h0pelessr0mantic.tumblr.com/ http://teenageangst.tumblr.com/ http://night-0wl.tumblr.com/ http://windowsdown.tumblr.com/ http://blua.tumblr.com/ http://lynettemofukka.tumblr.com/ current favorites
Apr 9th
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1 tag
ok i lied. today was not completely uneventful. physics was good again. and im getting along with an old friend for the first time in a while. i hope we get back to how we were. i was worrying all day about everything. i had gym today and kaitlyn and i played a beastly game of badminton against these two guys. first time i thoroughly enjoyed gym. then i bailed on a game to meet with my accompanist...
Apr 9th