im so sick
a shopping trip is in order
i need to revamp my wardrobe completely but that cannot happen
i had to remind myself who i was today
im the girl who loves cliches. loves the sixties and transcendentalism. loves fashion and photography. wants tons of cameras. wants the storybook ending. is bittersweet. loves all things indie. music is my life. is in love with loving people. wants perfect imperfection. wants to just be happy even when im not. loves vintage. wants to open a coffee shop. loves the twenties. loves languages and...
today and yesterday
bipolarness. everything is good but its really not. i just dont feel it anymore. i feel like i have no emotions. i feel happiness and sadness but it doesnt really get to me at all. like before i would get so happy i could burst or so sad i could cry. but now nothing. yesterday he walked me to class and we had a good lunch day. and then we won our badminton game and i freakin love my badminton...
carinaavila: Kernkraft 400 | Zombie Nation ...
ive been coughing since yesterday
i hope im not getting sick. i hope its just allergies. because this is annoying me. and i have so many thoughts in my head that i cant put into words right now and its irritating me. because i just want to open up and tell everything. but i dont remember how.
spookyastronauts asked: your crazy adorable. that is all.
i dont know who i am
or who i want to be. i just know that i almost had it. but then it slipped away. im just another fish lost at sea again. i need a journey of self discovery.
i believe i have a boyfriend.
i dont know what i feel yet. but i know im happy. but i just cant feel it yet. if that makes sense.
so who's going to watch you die?
(via theartofdying-) reblog a million times. the answer is jillian.
was so so interesting. physics was boring for once. math was as usual. then there was a fire drill during lunch. thats where it gets interesting. we were let back in with ten minutes left in the period. so of course jillian and i search for the shortest line. and end up in the other cafeteria. on the shortest line. which stretches into the cafeteria and right next to someones lunch table. and of...
secret number eleven.
h0pelessr0mantic: im scared to look people in the eyes. omg this.
yea im bored
What is this Tumblr prom deal?
theartofdying-: instormyweather: neoncoffee: (via herbeautifulideas) A prom on tumblr. You go to a person’s ask box and ask them to be your tumblr prom date, if they accept, you will go to prom together. this means on may 25, 2010 you will dress up and take a gpoyw of you in your tumblr prom attire. instead of buying corsages, you reblog each other. the tumblr prom dj fuckyeahsweetmusic,...
i absolutely love my badminton team
yea thats right im on the badminton team. we had a pasta party tonight. and it was hilarious. we played never have i ever. girls were in the negatives. then we played manhunt. we ran more than at practice. i feel like this is the closest the team has been.
today i must
finish my textbook work start my essay practice writing essays in forty minutes go to a pasta party do physics ask rachel about if her mom will be home friday make lunch for tomorrow in any order
Words do not express thoughts very well. They always become a little different...– Hermann Hesse (via likethesun) (via blua)
night-0wl: My standards for everything have become higher because of Tumblr, especially for friends and boy interests. It’s because I know there are so many people in the world I have more in common with than people in my town so I never settle any more.
so things have picked up again
im working hard on school. thats my promise to myself for the last quarter. i did good third but i slacked so much. and i did decent on nyssma. a 94. better than the previous two years on easier levels. whats his face and i may possibly hang out on friday. after how weve been since the beach im excited. and tomorrow i have a pasta party and chamber. and thursday im going to the pops concert after...
oh my goodness gracious
i cant even. im happy right now. something is working out. it doesnt feel real yet.
goodnight dear tumblr
everything is peaceful at night
i would stay up all night if i could survive the next day without falling asleep
i love love love this song i know that we are young and i know that you may love me but i just cant be with you like this anymore alejandro shes got both hands in her pocket and she wont look at you she hides true love en su bolsillo shes got a halo around her finger around you you know that i love you boy hot like mexico rejoice at this point ive gotta choose nothing to loose dont call my name...
prom was different than i expected. i completely enjoyed the process of getting ready and my aunt and uncle and cousin surprised me by coming over. and my neighbors came to see me. nicole was the cutest thing telling me i looked perfect and that she wanted to look just like me for her prom. then i went to kims house and everyone looked absolutely wonderful. i have to say there was no one in my...
Anonymous asked: not a question but i wish you'd post more often...i always look forward to the next one! and okay ill ask a question too: how was prom?
prom is tomorrow
dress and earrings and shoes and bag taken care of limo paid for nails painted hair style picked out makeup trial success i guess i have to be ready now dont i? i cant wait. im excited and nervous all at once
im always gonna wanna blow your mind
Anonymous asked: where would you like to go to college? what do you want to study there? what occupation/profession are you looking into? (it's really three questions obv but they're all related so i squeezed them into one post)
One of my goals in life is to be someone's Tumblr...
shedosentevengohere: (via mrlinux) MINE TOO!
yea leave something
prom is in four days.
i know ill have fun once it gets going. but as of now i feel nothing. i just want to dance. i still dont know how im doing my hair or have my earrings. im so behind. ah well. ill get on that.
self discovery galore.
today was better.
maybe things will be ok after all. i was up early for practice. seventhirty to ninethirty. then i went home and started homework. and then i showered and got ready for nyssma. i didnt think so much about it so i wouldnt let my nerves work up. but my scales were shaky and i slightly messed up in the piece but it was good overall. the sight reading on the other hand. was not. im just glad its over....
i guess i'm going back to talking to you once a...
slaughteryourenemies: fun while it lasted.
Anonymous asked: So I see you are in to fashion and love vintage stuff. What is (are) your favorite store(s) to shop at?
i think you should
so i have something to look forward to when i come home. ask away.
today was also bipolar
i woke up and forgot to open my blinds to check the weather. so i put on a short dress. i rushed to get everything accomplished in order to leave for school. i managed to pack a lunch and breakfast and left the house ten minutes late. i then noticed it was raining. so i ran two blocks in the rain with my legs all getting wet. but i enjoyed it. i liked running. and in the rain. it wasnt cold gross...
Anonymous asked: what's your favorite book and movie? or if you cannot pick just one, name a few
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ok i lied. today was not completely uneventful. physics was good again. and im getting along with an old friend for the first time in a while. i hope we get back to how we were. i was worrying all day about everything. i had gym today and kaitlyn and i played a beastly game of badminton against these two guys. first time i thoroughly enjoyed gym. then i bailed on a game to meet with my accompanist...