where is my mind?

wrap up memories and good moments in little bows and keep them in a jar. bring everyone with me in my suitcase. im not handling this well. i never do.

damn it. so much.

one thats really difficult. and just the tiniest thing set it off. doesnt make any sense. but its true. stupid stupid stupid you. making me upset. i rely on you to cheer me up when im down. you probably dont know i do it. but you do whether you mean to or not. so now im sad. and youre the reason.

matthew is a poop who isnt nocturnal. im bored and trying to do homework. its not going well. my stomache hurts again. and i dont know what to do.

IM DOING HOMEWORK. someone kill me. i cant concentrate this much on something. unless it has a meaning. which this doesnt. so.

clever-as-fuck replied to your post: not exactly the wish i was talking about before.

NO. YOU. CAN. DO. BETTER.

i know… i dont even know. he just makes me really happy.

but…

i really wish there was a certain someone around to cuddle with and make my fingers stop from being icy cold.

i kindof wish ill get my period by friday. so i have an excuse to stay home from school in case my stomache ache goes away by friday which im sure it will.

sometimes i get my feeling all my anons are all the same person. which may or may not be a dumb thought. but i just get the feeling sometimes.

or opinions or statements. or whatever you fancy. someone entertain me pweaseeee.

gregoryythomas:

…Why is time going by so fast?

dont remind me. im going to cry.

i really like it. but theres still so much to say.

also i got a fifty two on my chem quarterly just saying.

the teachers are not pleased about chem and calc. i hate this. its so hard.

xokristinaaxo:

clever-as-fuck:

IT JUST HAPPENED TO ME NOW