where is my mind?

sweet dreams everyone

im confused

that i had current events totally ruined the whole omg its sunday and i have no homework to be finishing up that i remembered/found out about/saved until last minute feeling

someone always reminds me of something i forgot and for that im grateful but its ruining my sunday night

i started off the day in a terribly irritable mood but now im in a great mood. no reason. inexplicable. but happy.

nightt tumblr.

woohoo! single ladies valentines day with the bestie this year.

there will be ice cream and movies and gifts. be jealous.

ok so today was boring i woke up had a violin lesson did some laundry then vacuumed the house and now im on here. exciting dont you think?

goodnightt :)

You can develop some new ideas and projects today that will be carried out in the near future. However, you should plan carefully and logically, so you won’t have to make endless revisions to your plans in the future. Don’t be hasty or things may backfire. Today is a day for you to be especially prudent in the choices you make.

Wellness: 52% Intellect: 43% Love: 14% Emotions: 95% Intuition: 75% Creativity: 88% Work: 9% Money: 42%

my window is far too drafty for my taste. and now my room is cold. meh.

You are very ambitious for recognition and advancement, with vocational interests being of prime concern during this cycle. Bear in mind that your concentrative ability and hard work will be respected by others, and the end result will bring long-range benefits. An influential person will be of assistance to your success in life.

Wellness: 55% Intellect: 65% Love: 60% Emotions: 84% Intuition: 16% Creativity: 15% Work: 80% Money: 16%

being a stupid idiot i didnt fall asleep untill one this morning and got up at six thirty. i threw on sweatpants and such because its one of those days. i went to school and took my ap physics midterm. can you say failing? it was really hard and i almost didnt finish. when the teacher said two minutes left on part one i only had filled out up to question thirty on the scantron out of seventy questions. lets just say i finished filling it out as she came around to collect it from me. then i waited until twelve and went to lighting. i am so happy and comfortable there. we were working on lighting the stage for the february concert. its so peaceful to sit around on stage until late at night in the dark with a few people and i cannot wait until lighting for the play begins. playcrafters is the one place where i feel totally comfortable. but anyway i was at lighting until three testing source fours and looking at jeffs new gells and up in the catwalk focusing lights. and then my mom picked me up and we went food shopping. lots and lots and lots of vegetarian stuff for me. but now im tired.

this is the place for my most honest thoughts and opinions. i dont tell many people about it. but i know its because secretly i am hoping they come looking for it first.

im positive only i can know myself best…anyone close to you can only be just that…close to knowing

but i wish there was someone who knew

sometimes i think this cycle never ends we slide from top to bottom then we turn and climb again

instincts are misleading you shouldnt think what you’re feeling

chrisfreshh:

I’m sitting here fighting. Can you not see that, or tell how hard I am? I’m fighting for all the faith I have lost, All the times someone has broken my heart, or the times I got my hopes up, the broken promises, the lies that you filled my head. The love you told me you had for me, was all fake wasn’t it? I believe in love, and being in love. Its worth all this pain, As I’m sitting here writing this, a tear comes to my ear because I think I deserve happiness, and to find love. I’m fucking tired of shitty ass people, fake people, rude and arrogant people, people who don’t know what they have when they have it. I want my happiness, I fucking want it now.

i braved treacherous streets and kids strung out on homemade speed

cause at night the sun in retreat made the skyline look like crooked teeth